Often, the most spiritual thing you can do is to take a nap

I’ve been incredibly busy this week. I’m quite sure that I’ve never gone so long between posts before. Nearly a week!

I had no idea that so much would have to be done just because my husband changed jobs! Going to half a dozen different places setting up new health benefits, trying to get new dental, trying to get my son speech therapy, trying to figure out what on earth I can do to bring in money…its exhausting! Or maybe its just that I am already tired from being pregnant while having a toddler that doesn’t sleep through the night?

Having my husband home after a normal 9-5 job (technically, 8-5) is pure luxury, and we love where we’re living, but when he left active duty military, he took a pay cut. We’re barely breaking even, and only on average. I don’t know where –or if– I should get a part time job, and when I actually have the energy to do anything but the bare minimum around the house, I’ve been trying to update my old sewing online store so that I can try to start selling things through it.

I will be completely honest: I don’t have a whole lot of hope for it at the moment. (I need sleep though, so really, nothing feels hopeful at the moment.)  I am so thankful for my strong faith in God, so I know that while I feel utterly drained and unmotivated, that is when He usually steps in for the rescue. I’m just trying to stay afloat right now, and this blog is not the priority. It certainly doesn’t make me any money (in fact, it costs me a little bit per month). So I might be pretty scarce for awhile.

Since I’m already showing a little bit, and my husband is having a guys day out, I might try to do a crazy fashion day tomorrow, and put together as many outfits as I can. It’s a bit like cheating, but maybe if I take pictures in outfits I already wore, but forgot to take pictures of myself in, then……it’s not really cheating, right? ….right?




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